Release the urge to get it right
Perfection is the joy destroyer.
Release the desire to sound eloquent
To have the right words delivered
At the exact moment.
Release and trust that I will receive
What I’m meant to.
There is no end goal
No finish line
No final product.
We are all works in progress
And there is always room for more:
More edits, for rewrites, to rehashing
And then what’s left?
Hacked up, tattered words
Left on the page.
Might as well make confetti
And see where the words land.
That would show perfection.
I don’t have to do it right
Or get it right.
There is no finish line where
I suddenly become who I’m meant to be.
I am her now.
I embrace and embody her now.
There is no “there” to get to.
I am the joy, the connection,
I am the words that you see,
The sounds that you hear.
They are all a part of me
And a part of you too.
Where does creativity come from?
The seed of the soul is my guess.
What seeds are you going to plant today?
What nourishment does your soul desire?
What would you like to plant?
Place them in your palm
And touch the earth.
You are forever supported
The lives that dream beyond the window pane
a glimpse into the soul
but I can never surmise what is really there.
I see a middle-aged woman bending over
is she too old and unable to stand upright?
Does she use a cane or a walker?
Is she always carrying a heavy load along with a heavy heart?
She is bending over to what I can’t see. I am curious about her life. Does she suffer? Did she ever feel pride and proud of her accomplishments?
I can wonder and assume. I find that I transpose my feelings as if we share one heart, one life, one soul. But the story is not mine.
She is bent way down and I can just see the top of her grayish hair pulled into a high bun on her head. What mysteries lay out of my sight.
Now she moves. She is standing once more. Her arms are full with the warm embrace of a child that she lifts up so they can talk and see each other eye to eye.
The child and the woman are smiling and the woman starts swaying a gentle dance. Is there music? Is there song?
Her eyes and face are bright. She no longer seems bent over, weak and worn. She is full of life with the sweet babe who lights her soul and mine as I continue to pass on my way.
A smile on my face that she is not suffering nor am I. The world is lovely and has tender moments and I’m grateful to be the silent witness of this loving magic that fills the air.