When I discover my true self revealed
naked without a mask
without culturally accepted clothing that clings to my curves
extenuates my breasts and exposes my arms or legs,
I am free from what binds me.
Although society will try to make me feel foolish
embarrassed to even look upon my naked body in the mirror.
The glass is never a true reflection but a juxtaposition.
Whoever sees their true reflection except those reflected back in the eyes of another?
My lover’s desire
My culture’s shame
How do I let it go
to accept me as he does naked and true to himself?
Why do I have all these layers to shed before my true self has seen the light of day?
Do I even recognize her?
What’s in my mind’s eye and reflected back to me in the mirror are two very different things.
Can I love the ideal me and the real me?
Can I drop the story to be a certain image at all times regardless of what stage of life I happen to be in?
The man does not let outside influences interrupt his burning desire to meld into one.
His lust and eyes tell me I’m something more than I see.
Do I exist as he sees me naked and swaying to incite his excitement?
Is that the true me?
Or is it the one who breathes deep sighs
as the clean sheets spread out neatly tucked around
my body and mind relaxes and succumbs to the much-needed rest?
To recharge and feel comfort in one’s bed without interruption or distraction.
To feel my bones and breath
no one to interpret or criticize.
It is mine and only mine to claim.
In beauty, in rest, in wholeness fully alive.
I can be here for just a moment.
A night under the moon.
She and I are one and dancing with the stars
not ashamed of who we are but embodying our true nature.
When the black birds take flight in that early twilight,
their beating wings do not make a mark across the darkened sky.
Their beating hearts in unison as they soar across the moon
only then illuminated before being swallowed back into the darkness.