Even After

Even after the unimaginable 
happened, the sunrise arrived 
in all its colorful 
glory. The flock of birds perched on 
the distant tall trees. Their dark bodies 
silhouette in the incoming light.  
I watch their feathered flight 
from treetop to treetop.
Can they see the wider view?

This tragedy happened and 
the world moves on. My heart stopped 
a beat and I wept. I stifled a scream 
in my throat that rattled inside my head.
Why such injustice?
Why take such an innocent?

The touch of a child’s lock of hair, 
a small hand inside of mine.
The beauty and the potential 
Snuffed out in one senseless act.

I breathe and watch the light blue 
and pale pink sky rise over me.
The hope and promise 
that a new day brings.

I hear my child sing as she plays 
unaware of the recent events.
I try to keep her innocent and safe.
Let the play come, feel the joy 
wrapped in creative safety.
I hold her close, 
even if she doesn’t understand why.

In memory of Liam James Dempsey
May 15, 2019  -  March 21, 2024